You are always afraid.
You’re afraid of getting out of your comfort zone. But well, you did it somehow and it’s an achievement for you and you shouldn’t compare any of it with others’;
You’re afraid of people. But, it’s okay tho, not all people are meant to understand us. You don’t need to have and mantain friends as many as you thought you should. The only friends you need are the ones who bear your not-so-understandable state and you have them now;
You’re afraid of the future. But, you still have a long journey ahead. A lotta shit people and situations to deal with and much other shits ahead. It’s fine. Look at you now, scarred and bruised but still trying to look badass, yeah? We’ve been through scary shits before, We can go through many scary shits again in the future.
So, keep the smiles and those shitty jokes, I know you like to make people laugh, eh? Keep the warm heart you try to mantain after years of not believing others. Keep the young spirit you always want to ignite in your heart and soul. So, by this writing, I declared my forgiveness and love for my own self.
– a little note i keep telling myself everyday and say out loud on these days every year